date:Tuesday, September 26, 2006
time:3:35 PM
title:
somehow,
it seems that, my friends can only make me smile for a few seconds.
wtf is wrong with me?
i've got this feeling that i don't fit in anymore. (do i? or am i just some extra freak?)
i feel that i'm missing something in my life.
i've been feeling like this for the past few weeks but i can't seem to figure out what/who is it.
make my day brighter, make me smile, i know you can, but not for long.
i'm living in one hell of a nightmare - my thoughts.No sleep,
No sleep until I'm done with finding the answer
Won't stop,
Won't stop before I find the cure for this cancer
Sometimes, I feel like going down and so disconnected
Somehow, I know that I am haunted to be wanted
I've been watching, I've been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I've been searching, I've been living
For tomorrows all my life
In the shadows
In the shadows
They say, that I must learn to kill before I can feel safe
But I, I'd rather kill myself than turn into their slave
Sometimes, I feel that I should go and play with the thunder
Somehow, I just don't wanna stay and wait for a wonder
I've been watching, I've been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I've been searching, I've been living
For tomorrows all my life
Lately, I've been walking, walking in circles
Watching, waiting for something
Feel me, touch me, heal me
Come take me higher
I've been watching, I've been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I've been searching, I've been living
For tomorrows all my life
I've been watching,
I've been waiting,
I've been searching,
I've been living,
for tomorrows....
In the shadows....
In the shadows.....
I've been waiting.....
